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Mid Suffolk Light Railway Extension to be Opened
The Mid Suffolk Light Railway have announced that their extension opening plans have been approved. The post Mid Suffolk Light Railway Extension to be Opened first appeared on VibeWire Magazine.
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I'm afraid of what I'd write if I wrote today. It's stupid to try to talk about this: I can't write about my fear of writing badly; I can't write about my fear of admitting my own depression. Or can I? I sit around for hours and hours doing nothing: on a windy spring day I sit on a park bench on Commonwealth Ave. writing this. Lightning runs across the street. There is no moment when everything suddenly looks the way it does now. I desire too many women because I am stale and afraid. Desire spins like water in the sink flashing on the porcelain. Lightning runs across the street. Now she's standing at the bus stop in blue and pink cotton, in her tan, in her lovely self-absorption. I'm stale and afraid-face up to it; I stare at the camera, trying to face up to it. Nothing makes sense to me but I trust these words will come out right. I trust you will understand. I know you cannot save me. You might ask: "Who is you? Do you mean me?" When we fight the way we did last weekend I wish I could mean someone besides you. I wish I could stop writing love poems. I need to look closely at what I've become at this moment. Well, I have eight legs and an exoskeleton, my eyes are livid taupe, and in each mandible I hold a tiny, screaming baby.](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:2vcaay2y6qaxmedo6adtgegz/bafkreiaten5rfxquwxbucuaslodzoaqppqeneuplx2rjrpzxw26ps5r3za@jpeg)
